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Friday, June 15, 2007

SOUL SEARCHING

most of the people i know [that's around .00095% of philippines population] is making a big fuss about the "S" word. the phenomenon called SOULMATE.

what's up with that?? and what is it anyway? could we describe it the same manner we describe classmate, orgmate, batchmate, officemate, seatmate, or coffeemate?

what the hell is my point by the way? let me just put it this way, i have a half-hearted faith about this kind of thing. my romantic and sentimental bone believes that it actually exist but the ampalaya [read: bitter] veins in me says it's a crap.

seriously, i still couldn't digest it. i mean this whole concept of soulmate chuva ek-ek. i always have this 'huh?' look on my face everytime someone ask if i do beleive in it or have i found 'my' soulmate? my usual reaction, of course is my perpetual laugh-then-change-the-topic style [on that case i must thank my power of controlling the biatch in me].

according to Jaime Licauco author of "Soulmates, Karma, And Reincarnation", soulmate is the the perfect partner, the other half of yourself whose persona aura blends harmoniously with yours. two souls who shared the same blueprint of identity. two souls who have become so close together in a series of incarnation that they perfectly complement each other in their journey through series of lives.

oh now i get it.

the concept itself speaks why most of us are sucker of this soulmate thing. it tickles our romantic bone [why am i using the word bone??]. the idea that there is someone out there who is 'perfect' for us, that one person who would complement us. we love the hope that it gives us knowing that somewhere along the way we would bump into that 'perfect' person and live happily ever after [sounds like a stereotyped romantic flick].

as a consistent bitterness queen, i refuse to fully believe that soulmate exist, for the sole reason of FEAR, that i might end up in a loony bin on three main causes:

if my soulmate decided not to show up, and after 50 years of waiting suddenly there will come a theory that soulmate doesn't exist.
if in case that i already found my soulmate but happens to be the greatest jerk this universe has ever produced plus he have an ego as huge as this planet [hey, no one says a soulmate can't be a jerk!].
if in case i already found my soulmate but has an expiration date, meaning he would be expiring and disappear after a given period of time. 'best before end of [insert date here]' is tattoed on his forehead.

some says that soulmate doesn't always have to be the opposite gender [wait! what about the third sex!?]. it does not connotes romantic inclination all the time. your soulmate could be your terror math teacher, your freeloader friend, nosy officemate, perverted boss or even the neurotic security guard of your subdivision as long as you feel that your souls and spirits share the strong bond, sense of familiarity and compatibility.

so how does one will recognize his/her soulmate? is it as easy as looking for a pair of jeans? or as gruelling as teaching a pig to bark? they say that 'you'll just know', you will just feel it, for some in an instant but for some in a long process of knowing each other and discovering compatibilities.

i know i sounded so sarcastic [no, i was sarcastic]. don't get me wrong... i was just pretending to be this tough-slash-hypocrite witch because deep within me i know i give in to my romantic and sentimental bone.

oh well... have you found yours?? coz i think i have found mine.

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*a.k.a as JOJIE
*26 yrs old [fix na]
*nagkukuta sa bandang south luzon
*currently in a kinda-existent relationship
*earns her living as an office nuissance
*eats anything other than the ff: okra, atay & super exotic dishes [read: daga, ahas, palaka, bulate, etc.]
*mahilig sa purple at earth colors
*aliw sa friendster at blogging
*ocassional drinker
*mahilig sa mic [kumanta]
*not so pretty pero keri na
*not so hot pero keri na din
*doesn't smoke[pag nagsisiga lang]
*kikay[malambing pa sa kambing]
*lots of bilbils
*kaliwa pareho ang paa pero mahilig kumendeng
*past time magbasa, magsulat at magdoodle-doodle
*mahilig sa temporary tattoo
*right foot is bigger than her left[half size bigger]
*may 6 ear peircing pero 5 lang ang ginagamit

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~loves to laugh, talk and listen[parang traffic lights?!]
~drama queen
~eats voraciously[di aware na madaming nagugutom sa africa]
~jovial
~half introvert, half extrovert
~embraces her weirdness
~witty[ooowwwsss...]
~may bakla moments
~in-love with metaphors
~laging disoriented[tralala moments]
~politically jaded
~complex to the point of insanity
~pasosyal pero jologs sa totoong buhay
~loves to goof around
~patient
~trying hard mag-English
~hates hypocrisy
~kinakausap ang sarili[lukring moments]
~childlike
~walking contradictions
~spiritual
~obsevant
~used to be a crybaby[echos!]
~sensible
~lovin' her independence
~mahilig mag-side comment[obvious ba?!]
~professional laitera [mahadera]
~spontaneous
~taking life as it is..
~laughs a lot, cries a little & loves wholeheartedly

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